I gave in.

Random thoughts.

2008-11-25T11:24:00.000-08:00

I cannot wait for the rest of this semester to be over. I have no idea how many times I've said that today, but it has been a lot. I just have about two weeks left, then I get a month off! How refreshing is that? Not to mention !MAYBE! a trip to New York.

The weather is perfect outside today. It has been so bone chilling cold for the last week and out of no where Georgia decides to be gracious and give us a day that has perfect weather.

I took a nap today for an hour, I went home for my lunch break so I could sleep. I had the wacky-est dreams. I was only a sleep for an hour and I feel like I had been dreaming all night long (I did that too).

I've been looking at plane tickets to, well, all over. I think my goal for this next year, is to save all the money I can - and whenever I get enough, to go on a trip. Traveling is what I want to do, so why not get started. The goals for next year are : Washington, Maine, Canada, England [or] New Zealand. I hope I get to go see those places. mmhmm.

Ok must get back to work.

So I said something...

2008-11-20T08:03:00.000-08:00

I probably shouldn't have. Which annoys me because I have gotten so much better at saying what I mean and being responsible with my words. I stress out when I say just one thing and it comes across the wrong way. If I have bad intentions - it's obvious. If I don't like you - it's obvious. But when I say something and it makes someone feel like I don't like them and I sincerely have *no* problem with that person, I can't stop thinking about it. I freak. I stress. I panic. I don't know why I do that. I am not a very compassionate person - but I get really bummed out when I think I've personally hurt someones feelings or even potentially hurt them.

You wanna know what scene I hate most in one of my favorite movies? In Peter Pan, when Wendy first meets the mermaids. They are throwing water on Wendy and playfully trying to drown her and Peter doesn't even care. He doesn't acknowledge that is what is going on and the girls continue. At this point Wendy feels very isolated and that she stands out. She was in a new environment and the only person she knew - didn't even see the situation for what it was.

Ever since I was a kid I had great compassion for Wendy in that scene and I always hated to watch it. Kinda weird huh?

I'm freezing and work and I keep sneezing, I think I'm catching a cold.

The semester is almost over, thank goodness. I'm stressing out and I just can't wait for it to be over. Hoping for a better Spring semester.

All week this week I have been in skype calls that have been lasting forever. I've made so many new friends - and it seems like the whole YouTube community is expanding. All my friends are making new friends and it's fun! : ] I like the expansion.

I must get back to work now.

Le sigh.

love.

I'm at work. +first blog + its cold + im listening to cool piano music.

2008-11-18T07:01:00.000-08:00

Honesty is key, so let me unlock something for you. There has been a little bit of hostility towards this website. I get irritated when a massive volume of my peers congregate to a website or thing and obsess over it. Periodically, I go to the extreme of missing out on something that may genuinely be rad because I refuse to sign myself up due to the fact that my friends are utterly transfixed with whatever it may be.Here are some examples:

Books:
Twilight
Harry Potter
Paper Towns
The Da Vinci Code

Websites:
www.blogtv.com
www.blogspot.com
www.stickam.com

Television Shows:
Heroes
Lost
Scrubs
The Office

Yes, I'm guilty with a few of the above. I did not incriminate myself without a struggle. I gave into some of these indulgences after much convincing. Far more than half of that list I'm apparently still "missing out" on. Ironically, I refused to watch all of those TV shows for the first few seasons they aired, but now I have caught up on every season and they are now my absolute favorite.

I apologize if I sound mildly ho-hum, but honestly...who would be entertaining after chatting on Skype passed 3:oo am and then up at 7:29 am for work?

Three of my best-loved u-tubers posted videos this morning and that aided to the fact that I was late to work. Lucky for me, everybody in my office has a tendency for tardiness and I was still the first to arrive.

Mountain Dew: Good for the soul.

love!